THE EVIL IN ME (EP)

THE EVIL IN ME
AWAY

ALL THAT STARTS

BETWEEN THE LIES
FACELESS MAN
UNFOUND
THE TRUTH
ALL THAT STARTS
NEW TOMORROW
LAST REMAINING LIGHT
JADED
FINAL SOUND
THE EVIL IN ME

I CANNOT EXPLAIN
WHY THINGS BETWEEN US WENT SO BAD
'CAUSE NOTHING REMAINED
EXCEPT CONFUSION AND DISMAY

STARING I'M STARING INTO DARKNESS
THE SHADOWS AND THE NIGHTMARES
ARE CLOSING IN ON ME

NOW I SIT HERE ALONE
DEALING WITH THE WEAKESS OF MY SOUL
AND I JUST CAN'T LET GO
BECAUSE THIS WOUNDS ARE HURTING SO BAD

CRAWLING I'M CRAWLING THROUGH THIS DARKNESS
I CANNOT FIND THE LIGHTSWITCH
BUT I NEED TO SEE CLEAR

WHENEVER I HARMED WHENEVER I WRONGED
WHEN I'VE FORSAKEN EVERYONE
WHEN I COULDN`T SEE THE EVIL IN ME

I'M LOSING IT ALL
THE PRECIOUS FEELING OF CONTROL
THE COMFORTING COLD
WICH WAS THE GUARDIAN OF MY SOUL
NOW I'M SAD AND TORN
SO I PREPAIR TO TAKE THE FALL-THE FALL

LONGING I'M LONGING FOR FORGIVENESS
BUT I WON'T FIND SALVATION
'TILL I CAN SEE IT CLEAR

WHENEVER I HARMED WHENEVER I WRONGED
WHEN I HAVE FORSAKEN EVERYONE
'TILL I CANNOT SEE THE EVIL IN ME
THE EVIL IN ME

MADNESS COMES MY WAY
MADNESS CALLES MY NAME

I CAN'T LOOK AWAY - I CAN'T WALK AWAY
LOOK AWAY

DROWNING I'M DROWNING IN SELF LOATHING
THE GUILT IS OVERFLOWING
IN TEARS I FINALLY SEE

WHENEVER I HARMED WHENEVER I WRONGED
WHEN I HAVE FORSAKEN EVERYONE
NOW I FINALLY SEE THE EVIL IN ME

WHENEVER I HARMED WHENEVER I WRONGED
WHEN I HAVE FORSAKEN EVERYONE
NOW I FINALLY SEE THE EVIL IN ME

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AWAY

WHO AM I WHAT IF I DON'T KNOW WHAT IS REAL
WHAT IF I CAN'T I FIND ANYTHING LEFT TO FEEL
EVERYTHING I KNEW MY BELIEVES ARE LOST IN TIME
ALL GOOD THINGS I'VE DONE CAN'T REMEMBER ANYMORE

WHAT AM I BREATHING FOR
WHEN ALL THAT I AM LAYS BROKEN DOWN ON THE FLOOR

TAKE MAE AWAY PEEL ME FROM MY SKIN
THE EMPTYNESS GROWS I'M DRYING WITHIN
I'M DRYING WITHIN

PARALIZED BY THE SIZE OF THIS ORDEAL
WELLDISGUISED SELLING LIES OF A LIFE SO SURREAL
EVERYTHING I SAY ALL THESE WORDS THEY DO NOT RHYME
WHAT HAVE I BECOME SEEMS IF I`M JUST KILLING TIME

WHAT AM I LIVING FOR
WHEN THE SPAWN OF MY SINS IS CHASING ME RIGHT TO THE MOOR

TAKE MAE AWAY PEEL ME FROM MY SKIN
THE EMPTYNESS GROWS I'M DYING WITHIN

THE NUMBNESS GROWS IN THE COLD
THE AGONY FEELS UP MY SOUL
WTHIN THE HAZE I FEEL THE BLACK SWALLOWING
ALL THE LIGHT
I CAN HEAR THE BELLS TOLLING THE SOUND OF MY
IMPENDING DOOM

TAKE MAE AWAY PEEL ME FROM MY SKIN
THE EMPTYNESS GROWS I'M DRYING WITHIN
TAKE ME AWAY TAKE ME AWAY

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BETWEEN THE LIES

A COLD WIND'S BLOWING ACROSS THE LAND
CURCHBELLS TOLLING FOR THE FINAL STAND
THE GLASS IS EMPTY NOTHING LEFT TO DRINK
IN THE HOME OF PLENTY

GREAT COLLISION BETWEEN TRUTH AND VISION
MEDIAL TRANSMISSION HAS DISPLACED DECISION

LEARNING FROM THE PAST
IS WHAT ONE COULDN'T ASK OF MEN

ALL GREAT WARLORDS IN HISTORY
HAVE FAILED TO ACHIEVE THEIR DESTINY
IN BRINGING PEACE AND FAIR EQUALITY TO THE PEOPLE

GODLIKE SAVIOURS DISPLAY VILE BEHAVIOUR
ANCIENT SCRIPTURE CAUSED DISAPTIVE PICTURES

LEARNING FROM THE PAST
IS WHAT ONE COULDN'T ASK FOR
LEARNING FROM THE PAST
MEANS READING BETWEEN THE LIES
THEIR LIES - OUR LIES

READ THE OLD STORIES BUT KEEP IN MIND
THAT THEIR WHOLE PURPOSE IS TO SERVE THEIR GOALS

LEADERS RISE AND FALL THE SUFFERING PEOPLE STAY
LIKE A DAILY SOAP THAT NEVER WASHS AWAY

LEARNING FROM THE PAST
IS WHAT ONE COULDN'T ASK FOR
LEARNING FROM THE PAST
MEANS READING BETWEEN THE LIES

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FACELESS MAN

I JUST HAVE SEEN IT IN YOUR EYES
THE HOPELESSNESS YOU HIDE
THE DEMONS YOU CAN'T FIGHT

YOU TRY SO HARD TO BE THE SAME
LIKE ANY OTHER FACELESS MAN

DON'T BE AFRAID TO CROSS THE LINE
THERE IS NO NEED TO SACRIFICE
YOUR INNER STRENGTH TO STAY ALIVE

YOU'VE NEVER NOTICED YOU`RE UNIQUE
JUST GOTTA STOP TO FEEL SO WEAK
SO LOOSE THE FEAR TO BE IGNORED – AND BORED

JUST DON'T DENY THAT YOU'RE TO BLAME
THAT YOU BECAME THE FACELESS MAN

DON'T BE AFRAID TO CROSS THE LINE
THERE IS NO NEED TO SACRIFICE
YOUR INNER STRENGTH TO STAY ALIVE

DON'T BE AFRAID TO CROSS THE LINE
TO STAY ALIVE
DON'T BE AFRAID TO LIVE YOUR LIFE

JUST DON'T DENY THAT YOU`RE TO BLAME
THAT YOU BECAME THE FACELESS MAN

DON`T BE AFRAID TO CROSS THE LINE...

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UNFOUND

COULD YOU DARE TO SPEAK TO ME ABOUT LIES
WOULD YOU LOOK AND SEE THROUGH THIS DISGUISE
THE DELUSIONS YOU CALL LIFE SO YOU COMPLAIN THAT THE DAYS ARE SO GREY
AND YOU'RE EATEN AWAY
YOUR WIFE WALKED AWAY WITH YOUR ONLY FRIEND
YOU THOUGHT HE WAS GAY
SHE LEFT WITH THE CHILD YOUR HONOR DEFILED
BUT SHE ONLY SMILED
SO YOU'VE COME UP TO SEEK ADVICE
ABSOLUTION FOR YOUR LIES

YOU CAME TO ME YOU COULDN`T BREATH
YOU CAME DERANGED

A PATHETIC FOOL IS WHAT YOU ARE
SELFISH AND CRUEL IS WHAT YOU ARE
ACTING NICE AND SMOOTH IS NOT ENOUGH
PLAYING DADDY COOL IS NOT ENOUGH

THEY LIFT YOU UP THEY LET YOU DOWN
THEY MAKE YOU KISS THE GROUND
SOCIETY - CONFORMITY
HAS LEFT YOUR INNERSELF UNFOUND

COULD YOU SHED A TEAR FOR YOUR DISGRACE
WOULD YOU STOP TO HIDE BEHIND
YOUR WELL TRAINED STONE COLD FACE

WHAT CAN I SAY TO MAKE YOU UNDERSTAND
THAT THE FAULT IS ALL YOURS
YOU'VE BEATEN YOUR WIFE YOU'VE CHEATED AND LIED
STILL EXPECT HER TO STAY
NOW YOU ARE ALONE EMOTIONS HAVE GONE
AND YOU HAVEN'T SHOWN
YOUR TRUE NATURE STILL UNKNOWN
LIKE A VOICE ON THE TELEPHONE

YOU CAN NOT SEE YOUR COLD SELFISH GREED
WON'T SET YOU FREE

A DENYING FOOL IS WHAT YOU ARE
A WORKING TOOL AND NOTHING MORE
OBEY THE RULES THAT YOU HAVE LEARNED
BEING A MACHINE IS NOT ENOUGH

THEY LIFT YOU UP THEY LET YOU DOWN...

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THE TRUTH

PERVERSION CATHOLIC CHILD ABUSE RAPING THE BELIEVERS
RELIGION MISSUSED BY HYPOCRITS TO OPRESS THE THINKING
THE VISION OF MENS PARADISE TURNED INTO A NIGHTMARE
DERISION FOR THE INNOCENT VICTIMS OF DECEPTION

HOW CAN THEY CLAIM THEY'RE LIKE THE SON OF MEN
WHO ABSOLVED THE SINNERS
HOW CAN THEY SAY GOD LISTENS TO THEIR PRAYERS
WHEN THEY'RE JUST SPREADING HELL

WATCH THE DISMAY - WHEN SCANDALS BREAK THE SURFACE
LOOKS TURN AWAY - FOR WE CAN'T STAND THE BRUTAL TRUTH
THE TRUTH

EXPLOSION MODERN WARFARE LOOKS CLEAN WITHOUT THE BLEEDING BODIES
EXPOSURE ZOOMED IN SHRAPNELL WOUNDS CAUSED BY SUICIDE BOMBERS
CONTAMINATE THE UNHOLY LANDS NO MERCY FOR THEIR NATURE
DON'T HESITATE TO STEAL AND RAPE ON THIS NEW CRUSADE

HOW CAN WE CLAIM A GOOD ROLE IN THIS SHAME
WHEN THE WHOLE WORLD SUFFERS
HOW CAN WE SAY GOD LISTENS TO OUR PRAYERS
WHEN WE JUST SERVE OUR GREED

WATCH THE DISMAY - WHEN DEATH SCREAMS BREAK THE SILENCE
LOOKS TURN AWAY - FOR WE CAN'T STAND THE BRUTAL TRUTH
THE TRUTH

DELIVERENCE WILL NOT COME OUR WAY WHEN COMPASSION IS FORGOTTEN
THE INNOCENCE LOST LONG AGO SINCE WEALTH CORRUPTED SOULS
DECADENCE THE ART OF LIFE THAT'S BOOSTING OUR EGOS
THE IRRELEVANCE BECOMES THE ENGINE OF DEMISE

WE SHOULD NOT SEE WHAT CAN NOT BE THE MISERY AND AGONY
THE HUMAN LIFE'S A TRAVESTY
HOW CAN WE SAY GOD LISTENS TO OUR PRAYERS
WHEN WE'RE JUST SPREADING HELL

SEE THE DECAY - 'CAUSE GOD HAS LEFT US BEHIND
DON'T LOOK AWAY - FOR WE MUST FACE THIS BITTER TRUTH
THE TRUTH

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ALL THAT STARTS

SOMETIMES I SIT AND WAIT JUST FOR THE TIME TO PASS ME BY

I SIT HERE AND WAIT ENJOYING THE SUNLIGHT
MY MIND TRIPS AWAY TO COMFORTABLE NUMBNESS
I'M COUNTING THE LEAVES THAT FALL DOWN FROM THE TREES
LIKE THEY'RE DYING
WATCH THE OLD MAN ALONE WHO SITS THERE BY THE STONE
HE IS FADING AWAY

HE IS FADING AWAY HE'S OLD AND GREY AND HIS LIFE GOES AWAY

ALL THAT STARTS WILL MEET IT'S END
DARKNESS IS NOT A FOE IT'S A FRIEND
SO TAKE IT'S HAND

I'M GETTING AFRAID THAT WE ARE JUST DECOMPOSING
WILL THERE SOMETHING REMAIN FROM THIS LIFETIME
IS IT GETTING TOO LATE FOR ME CHANGING THIS FATE
OF NO MEANING
AM I FOOL OR A SLAVE DAMNED TO DANCE ON HIS GRAVE
IS THERE MEANING AT ALL
ANY MEANING AT ALL - OR IS THERE JUST FALL

ALL THAT STARTS WILL MEET IT'S END
DARKNESS IS NOT A FOE IT'S A FRIEND
SO TAKE IT'S HAND

NOTHING IS REAL THE PANIC YOU FEEL IS JUST COLD APATHY
TIME NEVER STANDS STILL FOR NO HIGHER WILL
BUT FEAR WILL EAT YOU ALIVE

NO GOALS TO ACHIVE NO GODS TO BELIEVE THEY'RE JUST MINDTRICKERY
TIME'S RUNNING LIKE SAND JUST RIGHT THROUGH YOUR HANDS
AND LIFE IS JUST PASSING YOU BY

I STILL SIT HERE AND WAIT AND HAVE NO CLUE AT ALL
I SIT AND EMBRACE MY OWN FALL

ALL THAT STARTS WILL MEET IT'S END
DARKNESS IS NOT A FOE IT'S A FRIEND
ALL THAT'S GONE WILL COME AGAIN
DARKNESS IS NOT A FOE IT'S A FRIEND
SO TAKE IT'S HAND

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NEW TOMORROW

THE DESERT SKY SINCE ANCIENT TIMES
HAS WATCHED THE CRIMES OF RIGHTEOUS MEN
THE GLOWING SAND OF THIS BARREN LANDS
IS SOAKED WITH BLOOD OF THE INNOCENT

WILL IT EVER CHANGE THIS SYSTEM REARRANGED
OF MEN ESTRANGED
OR WILL IT STAY THE SAME HUMANITY DERRANGED
OR GONE INSANE

WE NEED A NEW TOMORROW
FOR TODAY'S CARNAGE MUST END
TO LEAVE THIS STATE OF SORROW
AND ENGAGE DELIVERANCE

THE BURNING EYES OF FANATICS
WILL SEE JUST LIES AND HYPOCRITS
THE HATE THAT BURNS BRIGHT AS DAY
CAUSE SCREAMS OF HURT AND MISERY
IRONIC SMILES FOR THEIR LOSS
BODIES PILLED AND LAYED TO ROT
WOMEN STONED TO DEATH AND CRUCIFIED
INFIDELS SO EASY TO DESPISE

WILL IT EVER CHANGE THIS SYSTEM REARRANGED
OF MEN ESTRANGED
OR WILL IT STAY THE SAME HUMANITY DERRANGED
OR GONE INSANE

WE NEED A NEW TOMORROW
FOR TODAYS BLOODSHED MUST END
AND LEAVE THIS STATE OF SORROW
TO ENGAGE DELIVERANCE
ENGAGE DELIVERANCE ENGAGE

WILL IT EVER CHANGE THIS SYSTEM REARRANGED
OF MEN ESTRANGED
OR WILL IT STAY THE SAME HUMANITY DERRANGED
OR GONE INSANE

WE NEED A NEW TOMORROW
FOR TODAYS MADNESS MUST END
AND LEAVE THIS STATE OF SORROW
TO REGAIN DELIVERANCE

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LAST REMAINING LIGHT

SO YOU HAVE COME TO MEET ME
WHAT HAS BROUGHT YOU THIS FAR
NOW YOU WANT ALL THE ANSWERS
OF QUESTIONS YOU DON'T DARE TO ASK
YOU NEVER DARE TO ASK

WHY DO YOU SEEK DISCOVERY
WHY THIS LONGING FOR STRENGHT
AND POWER

COME CROSS THE MORAL BOUNDARY
THEN YOU WILL FIND THE SPARK
THAT CAN UNVEIL THE SECRET
OF WEAKNES HIDDEN IN YOUR HEART

COME TO ME SO I CAN SET YOU FREE
HERE IN THE LAST REMAINING LIGHT
CONSTANTLY YOU SEARCH YOUR DESTINY
IGNORING LIFE CAN END TONIGHT

NOW YOU HAVE WALKED THIS LONG PATH
WHICH FILLED YOU UP WITH WRATH
AND YOU COULDN'T FIND SALVATION
FOR ALL THE HATRED IN YOUR HEART
HIDDEN IN YOUR HEART

WHY DO YOU SEEK FORGIVNESS
WHY THIS CRAVING FOR CURE
AND CLEANSING

COME AND SEE THERE IS NO SECRECY
HERE IN THE LAST REMAINING LIGHT
CONSTANTLY YOU LIVE IN QUESTIONING
IGNORING YOUR LIFE WILL END TOO
COME TO ME AND CHOOSE YOUR WAY TO BE
HERE IN THE LAST REMAINING LIGHT
RELEASE THE FEAR AND FIND RELIEF IN TEARS
HERE IN THE DAWN BEFORE THE NIGHT
COME TO ME I'LL SET YOU FREE

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JADED

EVERY DAY THE SAME ROUTINE
WHEN NOTHING'S CHANGING
WHAT'S EVERYTHING SUPPOSED TO MEAN
WHEN NOTHING'S SACRED

DO I HAVE TO MAKE AMENDS
WHEN I FEEL COMFORT IN THIS MESS
I KNOW THAT I CAN MAKE ENDS MEET
BUT I'M SO SICK OF THIS COMPROMISE

I HAVE TO TURN THE OTHER CHEEK
TO FIND OUT IF I'M STILL ALIVE
MY HOLLOW LIFE FEELS KIND OF BLEAK
I'M BECOMING SO JADED

JUST TALK ABOUT MALEVOLENT
AND THEN YOU GET THE PICTURE
THE TOUCH OF PAIN IS WIDELY SPREAD
IT AIN'T A RATTLE OF RAPTURE

THE PERFECT SRANGER I CALL FRIEND
SO I FEEL COMFORT IN HIS HANDS
RELATIONSHIPS DROWN THROUGH DECEIT
I'M GETTING SICK OF THIS SHATTERED LIFE

THE STRONG ARE FEEDING ON THE WEAK BECAUSE IT MAKES THEM FEEL ALIVE
THEIR HOLLOW LIFE'S A HIDE AND SEEK
THEY'RE SO EMPTY AND JADED — SO JADED
IT'S DESTINY - DAMNED TO THIS CONFUSION
WATCH ME BLEED - OVER AND OVER AGAIN

ALL MY LIFE I'VE HAD THIS TORMENT
WHERE IS MY REMEDY
ALL MY LIFE I FELT DISTORTION
WHAT IS MY DESTINY
ALL MY LIFE I'VE HAD TIS MADNESS
OF ENDLESS APATHY

I HAVE TO TURN THE OTHER CHEEK...

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FINAL SOUND

I GO - YOU GO - WE ALL GO
IT'S SURE THAT TIME JUST DISAPEARS
I KNOW – YOU KNOW - WE ALL KNOW
IT MAKES NO SENSE TO LIVE IN FEAR
OF THIS MORTAL LIFE NONE CAN SURVIVE
IN APATHY

FROM THE CRADLE TO THE GRAVE
BOUND TO THIS CHAOS AS ROBBOT SLAVES

I DIE – YOU DIE - WE ALL DIE
IT'S DAMN CERTAIN IT'S SO REAL
I WON'T CRY - WHEN I DIE - I WILL SMILE
'CAUSE YOU CAN'T KEEP WHAT ISN'T YOURS
I SEVER THE TIES THAT KEEP ME FROM THE SKY
NOTHING REMAINS

THE TIME OF DYING HOW DOES IT FEEL
WHAT'S ON MY MIND WHAT WILL I HEAR

WHAT'S GONNA BE THE FINAL SOUND
THE LAST THING I HEAR AROUND

WITHOUT EXCUSES NO FEAR NO PAIN
THE SOUND OF SILENCE COULD BE ALL I HEAR

I HAD - YOU HAD - WE ALL HAD
DIFFERENT CHANCES AT THE START
I HATE - YOU HATE – WE ALL HATE
THE ELAPSE TIME OF MORTAL LIVE
DON'T SACRIFICE YOUR PRECIOUS TIME
FOR EGOMANIA

FROM THE CRADLE TO THE GRAVE
BOUND TO THIS CHAOS JUST ROBBOT SLAVES
THE TIME OF DYING HOW DOES IT FEEL
WHAT'S ON MY MIND WHAT WILL I HEAR

WHAT'S GONNA BE THE FINAL SOUND
THE LAST THING I HEAR AROUND
I WON'T BE AFRAID WHEN I GO DOWN
HOPE TO ENJOY THE FINAL SOUND

WITHOUT EXCUSES NO FEAR NO PAIN
THE SOUND OF SILENCE IS ALL I'LL HEAR

FROM THE CRADLE TO THE GRAVE
THE SAME OLD QUESTIONS IN MY HEAD
THE TIME OF DYING HOW DOES IT FEEL
WHAT'S ON MY MIND WHAT WILL I HEAR

WHAT'S GONNA BE THE FINAL SOUND...

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